Thursday, April 2, 2015

Just words

Maybe that's what it's all about, giving back to the giver. Creation is certainly all around, and still we seek righteousness. I've taken my fair share of moments, and spent them unequivocally, and for that I'm sorry. I've kissed chaos on the lips passionately, and forgot to say goodbye. I know it's more than just words that we all need, that we all hunger for. I know it's finding the still in the madness of this life, but I want more than the normality in this life that seems to have it all played out for us. I'm sorry for the harsh hand I've accepted and helped deal out. I love your beauty in the moments you don't know exist. It's the hatred that lingers in tiny realms  that say hello too quickly. I sat today, alone, looking up at the sky, and I know God sees even me, and that is mighty, and I have to believe that peace is in the essence of love. Love is in-fact what we all fight for, what we all, also push away...I've pushed it away. I guess what I'm trying to say, is that I'm sorry, and that's all I can say. Yes, these are just words, and you need so much more, but if you can't accept my words first, and love me for who I want to be, than you will never let me show you who God intended us to be...